Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Exciting, Anxiety-Ridden Times

The only constant is change, continuing change, inevitable change, that is the dominant factor in society today. No sensible decision can be made any longer without taking into account not only the world as it is, but the world as it will be.
— Isaac Asimov

When I reflect on my personal beliefs, I become ever more aware of how much I view life as a series of never-ending transitions. Think about it: how many times do you see (now that we live in an online, social-networked world) people putting out there all the changes they're going through? Do we ever NOT experience challenges or growth, or periods of ups and downs?

"...inevitable change..."

We can't control it and we can't even think in terms of where we presently are. While we live in the present, we must think in terms of possibilities, the future. That's not to be taken as to worry about the future, but to open us up for thinking big, of dreaming, of aspiring. It's all very exciting, if we can look at our life changes and futures as pregnant with possibilities.

I recently met with a new client, a psychic, or should I say an intuitive artist. She, of course, gave me a reading, and in this reading, I chose three cards. The first two cards centered around parenting and children, and positive expectations. It was an allegory for exactly how I feel as I continue to freelance and build my own self as a brand and business. I have all these ideas and possibilities and interest and it's all very exciting, and I'm approaching it with as much positivity and enthusiasm as I can. But I'm not sure, quite clearly and exactly with clear, uninhibited confidence, of how to give birth, so to speak. Both the cards were dark and signaled my conundrum of happiness but anxiety, much like an expectant parent.

The third card was creative expression--bright and light, with a fairy leaning against a beautiful piece of stonework. The intuitive artist pointed out this stone, that it signals everything I'm working towards will be concrete, will take shape, will become firm and solid. I am on the right track and everything I'm putting energy into will come to life. I may be sick of being pregnant and my baby may feel like it's late, but it will come!

I honestly don't go to psychics nor intuitives nor anyone like that. I went through a period earlier in my life where I explored it, as I often have explored many ways of thinking or experiencing life. I have definite opinions and beliefs but I don't proclaim to have any definitive answers to "life, the universe and everything" as Douglas Adams wrote. But hearing this reading made me feel pretty good, and it was nice to feel that way, because I've been experiencing as much anxiety at times as joy.

To live is so startling it leaves little time for anything else.
— Emily Dickinson

These are pulsing, crazy, painful, beautiful times. I hope you're enjoying your roller coaster ride of life!

Monday, April 19, 2010

Spunky presents show this FRIDAY!

Hi friends,

I just wanted to remind all of you about the upcoming Spunky presents show this FRIDAY, April 23 at the DNote, 7:30 p.m.

We're gonna have a slammin' party. I'm serious. I cannot WAIT to see all of you and your friends, and to hear this great music with you. The Hi-Beams, I dare say, are the best country band in the Front Range today. I can't wait to ask Bret Billings what it was like to share the stage with Willie Nelson. Or ask the whole crew what it was like to perform for "A Prairie Home Companion."

Hillbilly Inferno played a show this past Saturday at the Snake River Saloon in Keystone and the band is really coming together. They now have a bass player and the sound is really taking shape. They have some amazing originals and they play some awesome covers, like "Chocolate Jesus," one of my all-time favorite songs. The mountain kids really enjoyed them and there was some hot dancin' as well as hard drinkin', so it was quite the time.

And the band is giving away free stuff at EVERY show--never know what it might be--but this past show a lady in the audience was celebrating a birthday so she was awarded the prize of a humping dog. And she really loved it. LOL. Yeah, it was a offbeat, fun time.

Robert Eldridge is someone I've known and loved for several years now. He has a great band, Zeut, and I really enjoy his versatility and eclectic performances. I am so happy that he is going to set the tone for this evening. It's a real treat to have someone of such caliber and integrity on the stage first, to get it heated up right for everyone to follow.

I am very honored that all three of these highly polished, professional acts--true artists with deep craft and talent--are playing my first Spunky presents show at the DNote. If you know them or not, I guarantee, you will love them, for everyone loves good-quality music, and all of them deliver.

See you Friday!
Spunky

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

After a While...

So I'm getting rid of my MySpace as I never, ever use it, and I had posted this poem on there because I had come across it while unpacking from a move. I can't remember who wrote it and that information wasn't with what I found, but I just really love it, particularly from the stance of being a woman and what that means and can mean, and I want to post it here to share it with anyone out there who's reading. Hope you get something out of it, too.

After A While

After a while you learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security

And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
And you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead

with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child
And you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight

After a while you learn that even sunshine burns
if you get too much

So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers

And you learn that you really can endure
that you really are strong
and really do have worth
And you learn and you learn
with every goodbye you learn...

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Honky Tonk MAGIC!

Now that it's April 1, I'm feeling *foolishly* giddy about the upcoming Spunky presents show on Friday, April 23 at the DNote.

Halden Wofford and the Hi-Beams are headlining the show, and the April issue of Marquee Magazine wrote about them being part of the upcoming Ft. Collins event, FoCoMX. I couldn't have said it better than their writer, Jordan Bleckner:

Halden Wofford and the Hi-Beams’ throwback and stylish take on the honky tonk genre is a breath of fresh air amidst other wannabe retro acts. With some of the choicest players on the Front Range and a professionalism that is bar-none, the Hi Beams landed themselves on the famed NPR show “A Prairie Home Companion” in recent years and Wofford’s distinct vocals continue to garner the band well-earned attention.

There's something about honky tonk that is especially appealing to me. I think it's a mixture of growing up in Kentucky, exposed nonstop to Hank Williams.

Halden Wofford and the Hi-Beams
In fact, a lot about this show reflects a certain nostalgia in my music tastes. I have an unusually high tolerance for banjo, I like to joke, as bluegrass and old-time styles were always surrounding me, too. Keith Frankel of Hillbilly Inferno, one of the support acts for the evening, is certainly a gem that is to be discovered by a wider audience through this and future shows and recordings. The band has an amazing repertoire and mixture of experience and talent--truly unique, new and exciting.

And what a treat to have Robert Eldridge be the one to set the tone for the evening. I have a great affinity for masterful guitar playing, and Robert is an amazing performer whose level of diversity and musicianship really sets him apart from the pack.

And of course I'm trying to persuade you to come to this show--it's in my blood and what I do--but that's only one aspect to writing this for me. I'm very grateful for the musicians and the venue to allow me to bring all of them together, and for their help in making it a spectacular evening for the greater community. I get very passionate about good music and talented performers, so I can't stop myself from talking about it! I am excited.

I hope you'll be part of the honky tonk magic and more...see you on April 23! The music starts at 7:30 p.m.